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The night he died

August is still in the winter months in the New England region of NSW Australia. And as its name suggests, cold.

Especially when you're more accustomed to a temperate climate to tropical northern Australia. But I, south of the birth of my second child because my husband was the Australian Defence Force and had to go to a field of air traffic control. Rather Leave me on my own or my mother to have to come north to take care my first son when he was in the hospital decided it would be better for everyone if I'm in the South.

Moreover, in August in property has always been a time However occupancy, but for me to go south, Mom was able to take care of everyone.

In retrospect this decision has probably saved my life.

I went to work early in the afternoon of Saturday September 29, 1976. My husband was me, as he had received "special" out of the RAAF be with me during labor. This early onset of labor is of concern because we had 26 miles on a dirt road Gross nearest hospital. The doctor told me that come in as soon as possible. In the bush, and rural physicians are called at inopportune moments.

He was hospitalized Saturday night, but on Monday morning, nothing had eventuated. So throughout the day began early. I was induced and increased labor pains. In 14 hours they have broken the water and I saw it with my first child was a shock of jet black hair, the clip had drawn a random piece of his head. In this stage, I did not jam.

In To 18 hours of the night, things were pretty desperate. An emergency Caesar has been taken because now that we know very well and had the first shoulder and did not move quickly.

All assistance Theatre staff called in. Some lived in the city and others lived on adjacent properties. The night was very cold and icy nice, but I was not aware of it now because it finally gives me a pain reliever.

I brought in the room and prepared. The anesthetist began to administer anesthesia and tried to tell him that he could not breathe. He did not see me. Then I began to cut and tried to tell him that I was not yet. The next thing I knew I was looking to myself on the table watching the work of others and talk about me. They complained about how driving conditions were icy roads.

I this is pretty boring and I got up. Then I saw. I am a small ball of gold light the same size of a golf ball. It's still me. I think even in my head or my own voice in my head is always the same as me ~ still me. All my memories are intact, everything around me is always the same. This is a great revelation and comfort to me, even today, thirty-one years later. But I left the room today and the next thing I saw when I watched the hospital grounds.

The ice frost coated with all branches of the trees naked and glistening beneath the moon. It was very, very beautiful. I do not remember who finally decides to move, but were being drawn up. Then I saw the east coast of Australia. It was fun to watch because it looks like it does on the map. Especially the NSW-Qld border. Follow the River Tweed to the coast. But I was still in stage of development on the rise. Something was not right because I have not been. I do not know why I felt, like I did. Then I saw how the world below me. It was incredibly beautiful. The clarity that this was to me, was spectacular.

Then I came in peace. Peace is yellow, absorbing everything and love all. All I felt was love, acceptance, kindness, peace and belonging. Love was so quiet, absorbing and oh, so incredibly affectionate. I felt was home. Somewhere it should be.

Then a voice says: "Already in January," and I said: "No quiero volver"

"In January, I'm not ready for you 'and end this conversation.

Next thing I knew he was my husband, who said: "We have a beautiful girl." And it has been and is but another part of my life.

I was reminded of this event to enrich the lives of every day from August 2, 1976. For some I shared once with my mother when she was slowly dying of cancer. I shared with my father when he was dying, and I know they both left the ground knowing that something much better than expected.

The only words I have never found to come remotely close to describing my experience, are the words of the Anglican service, "Peace and love of God which passes all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in the knowledge and love of Jesus Christ. "

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